A week ago I
was a fresh senior embarking on my summer training with nothing but optimism
and excitement; after all, I was going to get a sneak peak of how my future job
would look like. My first day at the laboratory of Maen Clinic was shocking to
say the least, despite everyone being very welcoming and understanding of my
little experience as a young intern. It was everything I didn’t imagine or
expect. I was blind sided.
Three years ago
I quit pharmacy school at Al Ain University Of Science and Technology – UAE
after finishing 2 semesters and came to Gaza
to study Laboratory Medicine. It was love that drove me to this major, that
miniature universe under the microscope and the peace that you feel when you
work in the lab. But the first day of training was the contrary. The work load
was huge; people didn’t stop flowing till the last hours of the work day. There
was no peace, there was no ‘’Microscope Meditation’’. It was a battlefield.
Everyone working in the lab were on their feet trying to catch up to stay as
organized as possible. I came home and spent 2 hours on Skype complaining to my
parents and telling them that I don’t want to spend the rest of my life doing
this. Shocked and mortified are understatements of what I felt after my first
day. Nothing and no one made sense. I was on the verge of giving up. I felt weary. Everything I ever dreamed of seemed like a joke.
A Breath Of Fresh Air
From NASA To Gaza |
Dreams Know No Borders
You listen to
him and you just believe, with your heart, with your brain, with your soul, you
believe. You believe in yourself, in your maddest dreams, in your world, you believe
that you too can make it. You believe. And then something that I thought died
inside me a week ago was rising from beneath the molten anger caused by the shocking
reality of my ‘’future job’’. And I finally saw what was staring me in the face
the entire time. This was only the beginning.
I couldn’t see the sun any clearer than I did
after I left the seminar. There she was the mesmerizing lady of fire smiling at
sundown with the promise of a splendid tomorrow. Thank you Dr. Suleiman, thank
you Gaza Group, thank you for everyone who worked on the event! From the bottom
of my heart, thank you!
It was a full house! |